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I feel like fading away,cuz they think i’m not good enough

I hate it when I don’t feel fukin good enough to be accepted, they think I’m weak to fight back, yet I eagerly wait that day when they kiss the pavement I get treated like a doormat, i dont do nothing back! maybe I should stop giving to a crap! Once a loner always a loner…..

Fine I’ll accept it, I am what I am, don’t pay attention, leave me be,but this ghost isn’t alone…..

I sometimes feel like a ghost,barely noticed, just another dull person in the background.an out of place picture in an art gallery….or is it just me?going over my head as usual?is nothing really wrong?or is it a lie I keep telling myself?

Sometimes I wonder if I’m the one who’s annoyed with people or if people are getting annoyed with me